i may have a snuggee for a curtain at the moment but i’m pretty much totally unpacked and moved into my sweet west philly apartment. bg, my new roommate met me at the train station and we squeezed all of my possessions into her spacious hatchback.
this is what i was working with. sweet windows and nice floors.
everything is unpacked but some stuff still needs a place. and i definitely need some sweet curtains for these tall windows. in the meantime a few glimpses of my space…
shadow boxes with work and tchotchkes from all over.
bowl and saucer by sarah tancred, octopus rattle by kelly sullivan
mini wall piece by jamie bardsley
wall button by kelly sullivan
another wall button and one of my first art purchases, plate by lisa orr
i guess there always comes a time when you have to decide whether you are going to write about how great everything is or how things really are. the thing is that things are not usually great with out some hiccups or horrible with out some bright spots. the last month has been quite a lot of both. it’s been awesome seeing friends prepare to exhibit, to see them succeed and move onto the next step in their careers. it definitely makes me very excited for the next move i’ll make and for my upcoming show but it’s hard as well to see folks moving on. it occured to me while wondering the streets of bowling green, ohio with j and s that this last year has definitely been a hey day. these are the times you remember. i’ve always felt confident that if you go after what you want the universe (or whatever) will sweep in and provide support, whether that means money,friends or public transportation. and it certainly has. what a great year with a great studio, great friends and roommates, great jobs, the list could go on and on. great and comfortable. then enter the last week. studio is full of new people, everything at work is different and of course two of my favorite folks are gone. thank goodness for j and n.p. and m and v. it’s funny though because everyone is going through these changes alongside me but for some reason i’m balking. i just don’t want to move right along to the next step. i feel grumpy about music in the studio and and nervous about sharing the bathroom with some one new and possible less tolerant than s and i feel like i want to escape. why the heck am i so full of all these super useful and rational feelings?
oh yeah! i hate change. i crave it but when it’s happening i hate it. for awhile. and then i get over it. at least i think i do. and i better get over it soon because i have about 700 things to do in the next month. so check back in a month. let’s see if the brattiness gets the best of me.
some installation pics of jamie bardsley and sarah tancred’s incredible show “disparate worlds”. jamie is now settled in bowling green, ohio and sarah is off to gainesville, florida tomorrow. you go girls. so honored to have experienced all this together.
we left yesterday and stopped in atlanta around 8pm. kelly of kspots.com put us up for the night. after looking at new work of kelly’s (and making a sweet little trade–wall piece for wall button, and me purchasing a couple of bowls) we ventured out to little 5 points to get burgers at the vortex. after that we headed to cabbagetown to meet up with blackie and patty, checked out their sweet space, rooftop view and kudzu graffiti among other things. so great to see old friends.
today we leisurely made our way to asheville getting in just before everything closed. all talked out we decided to type our conversation for a glimpse into all this fun.
jamie: was it yesterday that we left?
nicole: um hm. here we are in asheville. what do you think so far?
jamie: i wish something was open!! good food though.
nicole: yeah, my portabella and goat cheese sandwich ruled. but you’re still burping up onions aren’t you?
nicole: good thing i can’t smell. in that little car. no but seriously. we met some of the residents at oddyssy. that was cool. loved the drawings and the phobia cups.
jamie: they were both very cool…have to stop back tomorrow for a tumbler and maybe a phobia cup for you…
nicole: yeah, but i have to decide which phobia. cats, puppets, sitting?? might have to go with sitting. i am kind of uninterested in sitting generally.
jamie: no seriously, i noticed throughout the drive..
nicole: i get so antsy. i hate sitting still. when you guys aren’t in the studio i am constantly constructing with dance moves. to gravy train. anyway, i also dug their salt kiln. it’s a nice size to fire alone.
jamie: i think we all do that…singing, dancing…its always a good time chillin in the studio alone. their spaces really were amazing.. huge too!
nicole: yeah, and also more enclosed. they could rock out in their spaces anytime. haha. anyway, think we can get a tour of highwater’s factory tomorrow?
jamie: maybe we can try… how about the fact we werent dripping sweat the second we walked into the spaces?? that was pretty sweet too no need for ac
nicole: that was nice. you really do type with one hand!
jamie: ok we are freaks lets go check out the town
ok folks, it’s almost 7:30 pm. we’re going out. heading to lexington or cincinatti tomorrow.
tomorrow is jamie and sarah’s show, can’t wait. i’m sad to see them go but very happy to see how much they’ve accomplished in their time here. jamie and i will do one more personal firing before she leaves, so need to get to cracking on more work for that. then fill the kiln at least once in august. maybe a second time in september? this summer has been so crazy and busy and it won’t settle down for at least awhile longer. in a couple of weeks the three of us will head out for bowling green. i’m looking forward to a couple of days of FREEDOM!
just a note on what it is i’m trying to do here. just saw some nice comments from someone who’s blogging i really respect and which has continually inspired me for the last couple of years. when i was abroad i checked regularly mindfully mothering blog. if you know me, you know that i’m not motherly inclined (at least not in the last 29 years.) but mindfully mothering, in addition to updating me on my great friend and her partner and 2 of the most awesome kids i’ve ever met (and i’m really not a kid person, meaning that i’m not good at pretending, or particularly fun, and kids just generally aren’t into me, but around max and bella i always feel like an awesome adult) has something special about it. that’s michelle’s awesome writing style, and her ability to always be authentic. it might be hard to see the connection but mm gave me permission to live in tokyo and not LOVE every moment of it, which was really helpful, since i wasn’t.
now i’m back, and feeling like i am taking some significant steps towards my goals, living my life in a way that feels really productive and right and i’d like to record a bit of that, for myself as well as my friends and other artists. because becoming an awesome artist is amazing but it also sucks my ass sometimes.
as i write this i am thinking about the shower i’m about to get in to wash off all the grime from a day spent hauling and stacking 10 cords (a whole freaking lot) of wood with 7 other awesome folks who are on a similiar path to mine.
i’m going to rest for awhile then head back to the studio because i’m really into it right now. there’s a 50 pound sculpture there that needs my attention because it’s going to dry out and crack up if it doesn’t get it, or parts that i’ve wetted down will turn to mush if they sit too long. it’s like a living thing and shit is coming out of my mind, my compost heap of images, experiences and knowledge to grow it.
it sounds woo woo, but i’m often, these days, experiencing “good job nicole” moments which is a little woo woo for me too.
today i went up to folk fest with sarah, marianne, brad and jamie. it was great to get to share my st. pete with them. folk fest is put on by creative clay, an art center for folks with developmental disabilities. i’m working there a very short 4 hours per week. i am so in love with this center though and as soon as time allows i hope to up my hours with them. i teach in house once a week and we’ve been making cloth bound books. everyone has really different abilites and talents so it’s always a challenge to see what we’ll come up with. i’m excited to get this batch of books into the last pressing and to see the finished product.
after walking through folk fest and getting some lunch at chang mai we walked over to my new place. this was the first time for me to do the walk. it was great, but i’ll definitely be biking for the most part. we actually chilled in my apartment for a few minutes. i’m excited to move in this week. it’s small but i think it will do the trick. the only draw back to my place is that it’s furnished. one the one hand, it’s very useful to have the microwave, tv, etc be there, because i don’t feel the need to own these types of objects, but having all the furniture is rough. i really miss MY stuff, since i’ve been without it for the past 3 years, and i’d prefer to furnish my place myself. but the price is right and i’m hoping my landlady will work with me after i’ve been there awhile.
on the way home we ran into traffic twice. on the side of i75 we passed a family pulled over. marianne said “should we see if they need any help?” a young women seemed to be getting sick. so we stopped and offered them water but they said they were ok. we probably scared them more than anything. especially when, just as we were getting back into the car, jenna suddenly pulled over out of no where. suddenly this poor family was surrounded on all sides by team sarasota. we talked for awhile, probably totally freaking this family out, since they got themselved together and into their car, and finally headed home. haha. marianne is an emt after all.